"sehun's hormones are active"

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i really like old hollywood, michael jackson, and unobtainable korean idols. also text posts are frequent and animals. dead and old rockers alike.

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  • chezpicker-uk:

    A Maldives beach awash in bioluminescent Phytoplankton looks like an ocean of stars


    lets play “did that childhood memory actually happen or did i just dream it”


    we are the last generation whose baby photos weren’t taken on phones

    I’ve accepted the fact that I’m a huge physical disappointment in reality.


    shoutout to me for still not having my driver’s license


    RDJ’s chair tho..

    I am grade 12 student who has just recently graduated. You might call me accomplished, and in a way, I am, but not in the way you’d think. 12 years of pouring over text books and being lined up to be judged in front of my peers has not made me any more intelligent. I can tell you the first 45 digits of Pi and I can explain to you the difference between an acid and a base, I can recite the Pythagorean Theorem in my sleep, I will recite lines out of a textbook like they are a religion. But I cannot tell you the value of security, or of kindness. The distinct contrast between personal health and personal gain. I can tell you in grade 10 four of my classmates attempted to take their own lives before finals. I can tell you our counsellors office is always booked. I can tell you how when I didn’t understand something in AP Chemistry my teacher asked me to leave if I could not participate in his class. I merely asked him to explain a question. Instead of doing his job and teaching, he told me to leave. Told me I was not good enough to be there. Mistakes are viewed as failure in these hallways. A wrong answer is a sin you must atone to, not a human error, but a flaw so grand it defines your entire life course. There is no “average” here. We all must exceed expectations. Do your parents know that a grade that is considered average is a “C”? When I got a C in fourth grade my parents grounded me for a month. They said I was lazy and stupid and incompetent and that I’d better smarten up and stop fooling around. I never fooled around. I am driven by a deep need to impress others. I never fool around. I worked and worked and worked, with a deep hollow of anxiety in my chest. I have never been good at History, but I worked and worked and I attained at best a low B. It was not good enough. It is not said but we are expected to put our education before our personal health. It is not asked of us, but it is what we must do to achieve what we are asked to achieve. Our teachers will tell you, “Oh, I only give them one hour of homework each night.” Which is essentially true, each of my five teachers only gives me one to two hours of homework each night. Hmm, that adds up to 5-10 hours of homework, and overdue classwork, and projects. Say goodbye to sleep, say goodbye to feeling calm. I’ve developed a deep rooted anxiety disorder due to school and perfectionistic tendencies. Even when you get 100 percent on an assignment they still criticise you, it is never good enough. One slip, and you are in deep deep trouble. I can tell you that 90 percent of us try our hardest, and our teachers and parents stand in the sidelines, screaming, “You can do better than that!”

    —Why I say our education system is flawed (via iridescent-paperstars)


    HUGE FOLLOWER GIVEAWAY (oh-luhans-ass)

    okay so the first giveaway (http://oh-luhans-ass.tumblr.com/post/79141094296/my-1st-giveaway-ever-so-i-wanted-to-do-a) has been decided to end on may 15th. 

    however. it just so happens, my physco cousin is going to college and she’s giving me all her exo merch and i dont wanna just keep it all :( therefore im giving them away, before the rest of the ass family has a war over it o.o ohh and im willing to ship internationally so dont worry about shipping!!


    1) its a follower giveaway so u must be a follower *no duh*

    2) a reblog would be considered an entry 

    3) im allowing all types of blogs, that includes giveaway blogs..

    4) reblog how many times u want.. (yes yes i will ignore the spamming lol)

    5) i dont wanna have a bunch of rules sooo.. HAVE FUN!!


    1) xoxo- vol. 1 (hug ver.) 

    2)xoxo-vol. 1 (kiss ver.)

    3)miracles in december ( albums- M and K versions )

    4)poster- “exo the first class” (rare ver.)

    5)poster- exo wall decoration poster

    6) exo kpop love necklace (titanium steel alloy necklace)

    7)exo letter ring

    8)xoxo mini poster lomo cards (12)

    9)exo pinback button badges (12)

    10) sehun’s signature (mama era fansign)

    11) luhan’s signature (fansign)

    12)kai’s signature (fansign)

    13) suho’s signature (fansign)

    okay so.. the winner will be selected using a random selector ….

    And my cousin wants to inform you and i quote “THEY BETTER TREAT MY BABIES WITH CARE OR ELSE!!!!!” and ” they all look super hot in real life u wouldnt even think they are real..” oh and when i was boxing all this stuff i used alot of duck tape soooo… ur gonna have a slightly hard time getting some stuff open…lol

    because the last giveway is still ongoing, this one will be ending on the 4th of july (god bless you america) 

    good luck everyone!!


    I’m slowly falling apart but I’m too exhausted to care.

    —“10 Word Poem" series - #60 (via lettersto-savemyself)